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How To Kiss Your Analog Lover (Lokeigh Demos)

by Lokeigh

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1.
I touch her teeth and tremble because I can't trust or gather That gift horses don't hold demons it's the season for them rather than fall in the arms of optomism, I clutch and cuddle mazes Run my fingers through it's corridors, your corners, turns and phrases Turn the corner now I'm gone Into your arms and this song Why's everyone calling me kid again when I just became the mother of all that is infinite? Why's everyone calling me kid again when I just found out I'm the father whose destined to eat your flesh I love your blood between my teeth I love your blood I love your blood I love your blood I love your blood I love your blood And I spoke your name in secret as I kissed you in a dream land Just before god spoke us into life, she put my hand in your hand and said we must write and tandem dream to find a home together learn to change and grow apart I know I said our fate has ever-destinted us to entertain Cosmic laughter fills my brain Cause I crack up with the heavens at my pain Why's everyone calling me kid again When I just became the mother of all that is infinite Why's everyone calling me kid again When I just found out I'm the father whose destined to eat your flesh I love your blood between my teeth I love your blood I love your blood I love your blood I love your blood I love your blood If life's a palindrome that starts and ends the same and we picked out each other's clothes and brightened up each other's flames then avid divas we are surely meant to be We can be our best at our worst today We'll only thrive with age Why's everyone calling me kid again When I just became the mother of all that is infinite Why's everyone calling me kid again When I just found out I'm the father whose destined to eat your flesh I love your blood between my teeth
2.
Silence is golden but I had to go in the darkest depths of the world Just to see your diamond thoughts and yeah it hurt a lot But this mine is so priceless it just can't be bought So we could keep quiet But no one would buy it That we're doing just fine Cause how could this be so When we're dying in Sacramento But miles away We'll have lively moments and live better days Cause if we hurt the ones we love You must not like me very much If we hurt the ones we love Then you must have another crush If we hurt the ones we love You must not like me very much My masochistic tendencies are telling me It's never gonna last Well love is a villian and I actually fell in and how dare you push me over Cause these amphetamines make fallin' so easy Says this yellow bracelet that they put on me Been missin' for three days I borrowed back the blades I left in your heart 'fore the took me away That's why you're bleeding out Your veins pump only doubt Swapped your blood for mine I owe you some oxygen, some youth, and some time Cause if we hurt the ones we love You must not like me very much If we hurt the ones we love Then you must have another crush If we hurt the ones we love You must not like me very much My masochistic tendencies Are tellin' me It's never gonna If we hurt the ones we love I've never felt like this before If we hurt the ones we love Then you're the one that I adore If we hurt the ones we love You must not like me very much My masochistic tendencies Are telling me It's never gonna last
3.
Did you see me last night Did you see me online Maybe if you scroll back You can like it this time My favorite thing about you is you don't look at your phone and see now we're apart and I'm feeling so lonely Face to face Ear to ear How I feared Meeting your sweet gaze I regret being digital Cause I'm in love with an analog lover Regret being digital Cause I'm in love Oh I'm in love You only see my tired side You're in the dark to vibrance No supernormal stimuli Content to sit in silence I airbrush edit my facade And all my friends believe it Please follow suit and fill my heart Or at least lurk Face to face Ear to ear How I feared Meeting your sweet gaze I regret being digital Cause I'm in love with an analog lover Regret being digital Cause I'm in love Oh I'm in love I create planned obscolesense but wanna live forever and you're okay with slow decay cause it makes your world better I feel your skin through plasma, glass We're virtual, not pretend You asked if androids have wet dream and I said yes! Face to face Ear to ear How I feared Meeting your sweet gaze I regret being digital Cause I'm in love with an analog lover Regret being digital Cause I'm in love Oh I'm in love
4.
You built a home inside the mouth of hell and it's the nicest place you've ever lived and when you're walking to the corner store your neighbors follow and insist that they're devils worth dealing with but you think that it's a myth cause You don't play their favorite songs and when they ask you how you're doing there's always something wrong Why do you ask us to do your bidding when you think there's no chance of winning? The beast of burden's crying in the yard and of all the sweet girls you've made cry she echoes in your head so shamefully you had to make blood sacrifice to keep your unity alive what a cruel thing to decide cause when we look back at the cold dark north we'll see passivity and all that it brough forth You built a home inside the mouth of hell You built a home inside the mouth of hell You built a home inside the mouth of hell, yeah You sang a song that I loved with all my heart but if I was 21 you'd tear this revolver apart You built a home inside the mouth of hell You built a home inside the mouth of hell You built a home inside the mouth of hell You built a home inside the mouth of hell Hell, hell, hell, hell
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No stars in your eyes Aircrafts ignore my plea Wasting all of my wishes and hopes but I still get what's coming to me I sang in perfect pitch until you changed the key now I'm locked outside of your heart and it's dark out on the street How could someone so dishonest feel like the truth? Am I banking on my future or just wasting my youth? My hands made to embrace My tongue so I can taste My lungs to breathe you in My eyes to see your face My fists they poud away My heart keeps me insane God only knows what hold back the tears In my voice while I say: How could someone so dishonest feel like the truth? Am I banking on my future or just wasting my youth? My love says "ce' la vie" and then it kisses me It holds me in its arms and whispers sweet to me: "When saturn dims our door to weigh my heart and yours, let's bear our rough skin and let her love in, a perfect paramour." How could someone so dishonest feel like the truth? am I banking on my future or just wasting my youth? or just wasting my youth I'm just wasting my youth Oh youth is just one small-town exit on the long road back home where you and I belong and this is the soundtrack
6.
The flesh of your spirit's been infected by the bad times and your daydreams they are powered by the steam that I instill How does that make your mother feel as she taps out the rhythm of the sewing needle stitching up the battle scars and cuts from the double-edged sword that was our love? I wish our friends could talk over the love we found that day I wish those pills taking sad lives instead could make our loved ones stay Oh I need to stop making wishes on the stars in other people's eyes Cause if they're not falling for me, well then I'm just praying to vacant satellites And I've smoked a million spirits as I've sat here longing, wishing cause there's no eternal sunshine, my minds anything but spotless It's littered with the image of your promises and lies I swear I'll always love you though you're miserable and thoughtless, oh. Well your fertilized soil only gave me weeds I let 'em take root in my flower bed I let them massacre my heart and head and they loved me better than you ever did, oh I wish the things that gave us life were easier to see I hope you always remember all bliss stems from catastrophe I need to stop making wishes on the stars in other people's eyes Cause if they're not falling for me well then I'm just praying to vacant satellites No I don't want a lover that I have to call I don't want a lover that I have to call Unempathetic Unempathetic, oh I don't want a lover on a pedestal cause I always knock 'em down feelin' like a fool it's so pathetic It's so pathetic, oh I don't want a lover that I have to call No I don't want a lover that I have to call I don't want a lover That I have to call, oh I don't want a lover I don't want a lover I don't want a lover I don't want a lover, mmmm
7.
I wanted to prove to you that yes, I could do magic that sometimes I have energy, not all my songs are tragic but I'm too obsessed with lying in bed I would wake up with the sun, make you breakfast, make you come and follow me on my bike to pass my driver's test downtown but I'm too obsessed with lying in bed WAIT sweetie, where you goin'? I don't wanna be alone and I know I'm not too ambitious and your skin looks so delicous so don't try today, come lie in bed Mean hands fluorescent eyes I want your body more than you want mine Sag moon Sacrament prayer You leave the wine behind and bring the bread to my lair Yeah, we're eating bread in bed, yeah I wish you were on my level I don't want to unchain this devil Long gone, we laugh, the moon and me Living up a reoccouring teenage dream Drunk on a reocourring teenage dream Scared by a reoccouring teenage dream Oh kissed, bruised, good news Smitten summer under covers Naked psyche, like you high-key Bright-eyed baby, sad, but maybe we'll find time to lie in bed Cause we put in all the work and we brushed off all the dirt From our shoulders into garden beds and wear the growth upon our heads Yeah we blush, we bloom, we lie in bed No Gods Recovery Control your caustic heart but not with me Binge love Midheavens meet "As above, so below" awake or asleep, ooh Hope you see what I mean soon
8.
We live in a world where forever's never part of the deal and I'm gonna comfort you at night cause I know how you feel We can't walk through that door again and say "thank god I'm home" We're distant but we'll stay up all night talkin' about how we hate sleeping alone I'm gonna take some dental floss and sew my damn mouth shut If my head needed bashing in I never would have said this much I'm sorry if I said too much Well I forgot how this night ends But I know how it begins, it starts with you and me Cause don't it always? And you taste like gin and I taste like cigarettes and we'll both be home this time tomorrow So give me a shot to compliment this drag Give me a shot and you won't be disappointed We live in a world where forever's never part of the deal and you'll never write another song cause you're too scared to feel your lover's disapproval or your father's neglect, the warm air from the words I breathe, this chilly night or self-respect I'm gonna take my bass guitar and smash open your head and dig through all the bottled up emotions laying them across my bed then I'll put them into words so your band can have a new song It's mattress, squire, sacrificed I thought I saw it in your eyes Pursued it through your body all night but found no way to make a love song about me but I've got one for you, I hope that's okay and it goes like: You taste like gin and I taste like cigarettes and we'll both be home this time tomorrow So give me a shot to compliment this drag Give me a shot and you won't be disappointed Everybody now: You taste like gin and an angel flicked her cigarette while I was smoking mine outside and she said she'd answer my prayers but I could only think to wish for you and she said you're not the one for me but that's no surprise Cause I'm only in love with everything and you think that you're nothing

about

Dearest Darlingest Cats and Kittens!

I've had this bandcamp account for 10 years, almost 11.
Some of you have even been here since day one, back when I was just a seedling playing AJJ covers on the park benches of my hometown. Some of you joined the club via my A Fistful of Vinyl sessions, or by staying with my old roommates and I in Fresno- or maybe we just played music for each other once in the before-times. Regardless of what brought you to access this message, however long or short ago, I just wanted to thank you. I am in the process of creating the album I've dreamed of making my whole life, and I would have never gotten to this point if it wasn't for your love and listens.

I am teaming up with my dear and talented bandmate Lucy Broom (who you may have seen play in their band What East Hydra, or playing the banjo with me and the rest of Dandelion Massacre) on this album, a new project.
I love Lucy so much, I knew years ago that our collaboration was inevitable when they mentioned to me in passing that Patrick Stump was one of their biggest musical influences. Not just Fall Out Boy, but Patrick specifically! They stated their admiration with such pride and confidence that night, that their words almost seemed to echo into my brain and back through time to 15-year-old me, healing my inner child!
That was the first spark, and by the time we had released our Thank You For The Venom cover, the flame of Lokeigh burned bright in our hearts.

I Kill Cameron will always be such an important part of my life, and I will never stop playing the ukulele (AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU!) but now, as I sleep, new and unreleased songs are coming to me in dreams, loudly, vividly, and in arrangements that I never previously could fathom. As I receive these dreams, I know that in my heart of hearts, that they come from and belong to Lokeigh.

The name Lokeigh comes from the title of a song off of the I Kill Cameron album The Better Half. I believe Lokeigh, this sweet darling, this bold entity, was birthed as I was recording that second full-length album with Jacob in the basement of my Fresno home in 2013, and has slowly been fluttering to life amongst the shadows of my mind ever since. It has taken some time, but I have finally learned how to listen for all of its melodies and decode all of this chaotic creature’s messages.
Most of the messages seem direct and simple on the surface: “YOU DESERVE BETTER,” “KISSING CUTE PEOPLE IN THE SUNSHINE IS THE ONLY CURE FOR DEPRESSION,”THE SKY IS TALKING TO YOU,” etc., but I am hoping to pass these messages on to you in the form of this album so that we may discover something deeper beyond its capslocked fervor.
I am still in the process of receiving these messages: as I sleep, as I take the train from town to town to be with friends, and as I get lost in the loving gaze of a sweet, safe companion as we occasionally emerge from a meditative state of an Our Flag Means Death binge.


The album is nowhere near complete, but there is still much I’m excited to share! I can’t bear to keep this past decade of progress under wraps any longer, so here are the demos we have so far for the first Lokeigh album! If you’re reading this Friday night, don’t worry, I’ll add the lyrics when I wake up tomorrow but right now my roommate is waiting for me to finish posting all this so we can watch a movie.

Our first live, full band Lokeigh set,will be at the 916 Pride show on June 18th at The Colony in Sacramento! I hope you come join us either in person that day or on Patreon to take a closer look at all the magick we have unfolding.

Thanks for sharing your magic with me, and letting me share my magic with you.
Talk soon!

-Lokeigh

credits

released June 4, 2022

Vocals + Lyrics - TyDeFi
Guitar/Studio Drums - Lucy Broom
That sick lil squealy guitar part in kid again - Ralee Drennon
Live Drums - Chung Leung

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